Nothing has ever happened before
Tha'ts how you feel
That's what it's like
This is such a perfect life
No mistakes
I hold you tight
Life is like a dream somethimes
I've slipped away
Away from you
Everything was going wrong
And now it never happened
"Never again"
What about the past?
Is that forgotten too?
Have you forgot it all?
Now I want you to know
You are my suicidal attempt
You gaves us too much to handle,
We're taking one step at a time.
Our pace, you think that it's slow,
Is speeding up every hour.
By the time you read this poem,
I will be long gone, you left in the dust.
Seeing you again I can't promise,
Because it's your choice for happenings.
Drink all you want but we're long gone,
Come to us only in shallow wake.
Drink all you want but we won't care,
You're killing yourself and once us.
Now that we are long gone we don't
Have to worry about being with you.
I hope you have realized it's all you,
No excuses for this shit every day.
By the time this is in your hands we are long gone,
Escaping
No more hope anymore,
It'll never be the same.
No more knocking at my door,
It's closed for now.
Click the lock, hold the thoughts,
Never see my face again.
Standing here, take a million shots,
Hold me tight don't let me go.
Nothing really matters anymore,
I'm hanging on the edge.
No one really cares anymore,
Why don't I just end it now?
I'm walking closer, away from life,
Death on the other hand.
What is the point of this life,
Nothing left to live for.
I sit in my corner all alone,
No one to talk to.
In my room huddled alone,
I think of some point in my life.
No more life to live anymore,
I'm just one step away.
This m
Everyday I wake up
I think about you
How funny and awesome you are
But you don't care
You don't belong to me
You will never know
How I feel about you
You will never know
How much I care about you
And yet I'm a stranger to you
I may have feelings for you
But you don't have them for me
And becuase of that
You will never know.
It's really too damn bad
It's really bad that I can't make you mine
I dream of making you mine
But to you I'm only a friend
It's too damn bad
You are so fucking cool
I don't even know you
But I know enough about you
To know that you are the best person I ever met
Current Residence: Richland, Washington Favourite genre of music: Pop Rock Favourite photographer: Channy and Kylie Personal Quote: "Bitch! That's cheating! I not dead yet!"
TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:
1. You're russian.
2. Wow you suck. You are like... retarded. Go grow a dick to cover your obvious vagina.
3. Wow. You like. Are cool. And you take likeee way less credit than you deserve, because you suck.
But you are pretty damn amazing. Don't be hard on yourself. You are going somewhere in lifeee. You're freaking amazing at everything.
4. Dude, you are pretty amazing as well. I know we are friends and know each other fairly well, but I think I'd like to know you just a bit more. Get more of a connection between us, I suppose.
5. You are sooo fucking annoying. I thin
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1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you
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